i thought it's because of my hacked account that's why I'm feeling low earlier this day. (btw my FB and gmail account are both OK. shame on you bastard. thank you to google team.) i'm feeling low because of something else.
i have imagined before that someday i will be working abroad. And here i am materializing that imagination. everyone is thinking that i am so damn lucky to be here. this is a one hell fucking opportunity.
right now i don't even know what self-esteem is after all the demoralization I've received.
i just want to go home and be with my family.
but then WHO THE HELL CARES?
i am sooo L-U-C-K-Y right?
i must hold-on tight to this opportunity right?
i shouldn't let my license go to waste right?
because i myself value money over my own sanity i will just let this happen and after a few days pretend that i didn't feel these kinds of emotions.
ganito lang naman talaga ako.