tira-tira

just a quick update...

ang taray di ba? isa yan sa mga dahilan kung bakit sumasakit ang ulo ko ngayon. as usual di na naman ako mapakali. inemail ang dapat iemail. inisip ko ayaw ako tantanan ng hinayupak na dumale sa account ko. buti na lang e nabasa ko ito.

this is in relation to what happened to my Facebook account last Monday. Kagaya nga ng nasabi ko sa entry na ito. And I was lucky enough to revive my gmail and facebook account.

Masakit pa rin ang ulo ko.

Hindi pa rin kasi sila nagrereply.

lutong makaw

got tired from our badminton game this morning. kaya...

i slept at 3:30pm

woke up at 6:45pm

kaya...

gising pa ako ngayon. time check: 12:06am


i should have posted  this a long long time ago pero ngayon lang ako nagka-time (ngayon lang kasi ako hde tinamad).

 kanin not included in the ingredients

isang hapon ng weekend naisipan kong gumawa ng bread with strawberry and milk (^_^) wala ako sa mood mag-isip ngayon para bigyan ng pangalan ang larawan ng pagkaing nakikita niyo sa taas.

hiwa

halo

pahid

patong
buhos
pantay
durog
kalat
saboy

finished product

may kumain naman. yun nga lang dahil sa ayaw mamigay e ayun nasira sha at na-appreciate sha ng basurahan.

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one advantage of being away from home and having your own kitchen is I am forced to cook! sa tanda kong ito ngayon lang ako nakapagluto ng totoo. totoo in a sense na kailangan matino kasi hindi lang ako kakain. when i cook i don't usually take it seriously kasi ako lang naman ang kakain. kaya laging palpak (T_T) last (last?) week i cooked pansit guisado for the first time! kaya ko naman pala kahit matabang ang kinalabasan hehe

pwede nako magtayo ng carinderia :)

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The Lord is My Shepherd.
I shall not want.

bangungot

the other night pakiramdam ko binangungot ako. alam mo yung gising ka pero di mo maigalaw sarili mo. nangyari na sa akin yun before. after a few minutes nakatulog din ako.

last night was different. it was already 2am and i decided to sleep. wala pa yatang isang minuto naramdaman kong nabangungot ako. first time na magkasunod na binangungot ako. the worst part is di nako nakatulog. because i was scared to sleep. natakot ako na baka kapag nakatulog ako e hindi na ako magigising. 4am i was still awake. the light was on sa takot ko. i was very emotional before i slept. siguro dahil dun. hindi naman siguro ako nagkaka-nervous breakdown.

sabi nga ni ate joy "pray".

Update on my Facebook account theft

i already had an access to my gamil account which i use for my facebook account. i don't know what happened since "google team" didn't provide me any explanation on what happened to my account. since i cannot access my email and also my recovery mail i filled-up this form then provided some info bout my account then waited for google accounts' email regarding their "investigation". lucky me they set my new recovery mail and was able to change my gmail password.

anyway. always change your password. but of course remember them.

happy and addicted again to facebook (^_^)

smile though your heart is aching

i thought it's because of my hacked account that's why I'm feeling low earlier this day. (btw my FB and gmail account are both OK. shame on you bastard. thank you to google team.) i'm feeling low because of something else.

i have imagined before that someday i will be working abroad. And here i am materializing that imagination. everyone is thinking that i am so damn lucky to be here. this is a one hell fucking opportunity.

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right now i don't even know what self-esteem is after all the demoralization I've received.
i just want to go home and be with my family.


but then WHO THE HELL CARES?

i am sooo L-U-C-K-Y right?
i must hold-on tight to this opportunity right?
i shouldn't let my license go to waste right?

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because i myself value money over my own sanity i will just let this happen and after a few days pretend that i didn't feel these kinds of emotions.

ganito lang naman talaga ako.

over-acting.

hindi nag-iisp.

pangit.

FACEBOOK ACCOUNT THEFT!

i can't believe it.

I CAN NOT ACCESS MY FACEBOOK AND GMAIL ACCOUNT!!!!!!!!!!

kung sino ka mang mandarambong ka hayop ka! sa dinamirami ng gusto mong biktimahin ako pa napili mo. if you just want to prove to the world that you're the best e sige IKAW NA ANG THE BEST! just fuckin' return my account!

i feel so low today. malapit nakong madepress. facebook is my way of communicating with my friends and family tapos all of a sudden some bastard out there hacked my account! hde ka na naawa sa OFW na katulad ko na umiikot lang ang mundo sa facebook after office hours and holidays!

gusto ko magalit but what can I do? I sent an email to gmail to recover my email. wish ko lang may magawa pa yun but i doubt.

i miss my facebook :(

Hakone bakone Part I

I am writing my entry while watching tv patrol on pinoychannel.tv